Just Pretend

My thoughts are scattered
My feelings are distraught
I just don't know what to think anymore is this worth the time and thought?I believe you I really do I want to trust you Someday I just might but right now just isn't it, not tonight.
I dont want to lose all my faith I want to believe it can work I smile on the outside when really I'm crying on the inside...I'm hurt
You don't see this pain I cant let you see the real me I almost had it down but pretending isn't that easy the trail is bumpy I'll bring you along my friend I'm just letting you know ths isn't the real me It's all just pretend!!
©...Melly...