Our Un-Created Blessing

I called you today
Scared out of my mind
Crying and panicking
But what did I find?

A sympathetic listener
Who took the time
To listen to my problem
And to my crime

I told him that
I might be with child
He acted so calm
While I was so riled

He told me he'd be there
And take care of us both
He sounded so earnest
It was like his oath

I wanted to save him
From a ruined life
To save him from
This endless strife

I told him that he
Was not the father
And not to call me
Not even to bother

But he saw right threw that
And I know that he smiled
To think that this baby
Wasn't his child

He said to me "girl
I know you to well"
"And I want to be there
When your tummy swells"

I was shocked for an instant
But then I just cried
He said that he'd be there
No matter how hard I tried

Tried to get rid of him
Because he loves me
And no one would love
As good as he

We started talking
About our little man
We grew o.k
And we started to plan

Our future together
And all it would mean
Even though I was pregnant
And I was only a teen

But then we found out
That I really was not
We were actually sad
And depressed alote

We know it's best
And that we should wait
But I believe
That kid would be great

But I'll not push it
I've been lucky this time
To not have been caught
At my little crime

~*true story*~