Missing you hurts so much more than you know.
I have thought about killing myself because I miss you so much.
But the only thing keeping me up if the love that I have for you.
I want to be with you someday or sometime again.
But the words that come out of your sweet lips tell me that you wont want to be with me.
So I sit and wait for you to change your mind.
Nothing happens. All you want to do is hang out and get to know me better when All I want is for you to love me back the way I love you.
All I ask of you is for you to love me.
I slice my wrist and leave you breathless.
You seem to wonder know why you wouldnt love me.
Then as I lie there dead from you. I see a shred of a tear.
You wipe it away as if its nothing.
But to me its something, it shows that you did care about me but I didnt see it in you.
I look down on you and see how much that you have cared for me.
You come to see me everyday and I see the same shred of tears that I saw before.
I find that you did Love me but you just wouldnt tell me so your telling me with the shred of tears falling from your beautiful eyes.
