Hear Me!!!

I know You're just here,
staring at me as I write this poem,
I know that Your hands is holding
my pen that's keep me writing on.

I know You're the greatest,
and that no one can be above You,
I know You're the mightiest,
that's why I hold even more to you.

I know You can provide me everything,
that's why I depend on You,
For I know You will never left me unsatisfied and unhappy,
You almost spoil me.

I know You loved me so dearly,
and I don't know how to bring back the favor,
but I know that by pleasing You, the what I must do,
I also hope that I always do the best just for You.

What I don't understand is why I'm like this,
I keep on doing sin,
and I know that's making You grieve,
I know all of this you always forgive me,
but it hurts me when I still pursue,
on hurting your feelings.

Every time I say sorry,
for all the thing that I've done,
on the next day, I still repeat,
and saying, that will be the last time,
Maybe if I'm on Your place,
I'll be easily angry,
destroying all the person that's doing my thing
and show no more grace.

I thank You so much,
For You're so great,
so powerful, so mighty,
so loving to me...
I hope you still forgive me,
for all the sins that I made.

I love You, oh God,
I know You know it,
i just don't know why I'm like this,
doing nothing to show you how I feel.

I'm guilty for there are many broken promises,
that I make,
but please understand me,
For I'm not perfect,
even though that's always my excuse,
but please do it still.

I love You, oh Lord,
I hope You still believe me,
I'll do the best that I can do
just to make you happy.