we are all guilty of being sinners, all God ask of us is to repent, and call unto him, you do this everyday it sounds like, The devil just keeps attacking you, because he doesn't want to loose another soul to Jesus, so just keep on repenting, keep your faith, and cry out to him. The battle has already been fought , and Jesus is the winner...........I really felt the emotion in this poem, and its so breath taking to know you care enough for our Lord, that you want to please him...make sure you have ask him into your heart, and that he is your savior, and you will be fine...believe... please read my poem, Dear God, it sounds a lot like yours....great piece of work....love ya Becky