Dont judge me

They think they know what I'm like
and how i feel inside
don't judge the way i act
just because i hide.

don't patronize me
just stay beside me
and give me your support,
cant take this pressure
i read that letter
I'm trapped,
but now I'm caught.

i won't escape this
i cannot face this
torment and deceit
drag me under
and i just wonder
if I'll get back on my feet.

if i could be
if i could see
myself in a better state,
where life was good,
i just know i would
think that this was great.

now you still judge me
and stand above me,
looking at me with shock,
didn't you hear me?
i didn't warn you,
but you must have heard the shot.