Why Dad?

Where is my dad the man I looked up to.
Before is the remains of the man I once new.
Where is your love I can't feel it anymore.
Can't we go back to what we had before.
We had a bond that couldn't be broken.
We were always laughing always joking.
I don't want our relationship to stay like it is.
Can we go back to how it was when I was a kid.
There's so much I need to say, you don't listen to me.
Give me a chance, don't turn your back on me.
After the divorce you acted like I was never around.
Screaming out loud, the little girl inside me begging to be found.
We used to talk like I was all that mattered.
Now I've grown up and it's my heart that shattered.
I feel like I'm a ghost any time I'm near.
The thought of you forgetting me, my biggest fear.
My hero has fallen and faded away.
All I have now are dreams of yesterday.
Why dad have you forgotten me and act like I'm not there.
I'll do anything to have your love and know that you care.
But as always I'll remain unseen.
And what we once had will stay just a dream.