Million Tears

You up and left me one day
You never said goodbye
Three years spent together
A million tears I'll cry

I can't believe this happened
We were supposed to marry in June
But I guess it passed me by
Because June didn't come to soon

We didn't make it long enough
Things got way to hard
Now you're so far away
We're a thousand miles apart

I missed you so much
I was empty inside
A month without hearing from you
Was the hardest month of my life

Then one day the phone rang
I picked it up to hear your voice
I completely broke down
How could you make this choice

Hearing you say my name
Knowing it was you
Made me trying to talk
The toughest thing I could ever do

At first I was speechless
Where did this come from
Right as I was getting things back together
I was flooded with memories of our love

The only thing I could say
Was "Baby, why'd you do this to us"
You told me you wish I could understand
That you still love me just as much

You told me you were sorry
But there's a time to let go
Because neither of us were really happy
We just never let it show

I must've cried a million tears that day
When I got the call
I didn't understand how you could do that
You didn't say goodbye at all

Time passed on by
The phone calls kept coming
I told you that I loved you
And you'd always be my hunny

I told you I was sorry
For everything I'd done
I wished I could take it back
Because you were the innocent one

Then one day I met this guy
I told him about you
I never meant for anything
To start to come unglued

But that's what happened
Me and you drifted even more
This guy made me happy
When he came into my world

I didn't mean to love him
I didn't mean to loose you
But what was I supposed to think
What was I to do

You gave up on us a long time ago
And now I'm doing the same
But I still get that flutter in my heart
Whenever I hear your name

It's been eight monthes now
And you called me the other night
To tell me that you'd found someone
Who might me misses right

I told you that I loved you
But I wanted to see you smile
And if she made you happy
At least you were mine for awhile

I told you that you were my first
My highschool sweetheart
I still love you more than words could say
Even though we're apart

I know that you're are happy
And to be honest so am I
We've both met someone else
But deep feelings we can't deny

You know I love you
And I know you feel the same
Just remember in your heart
Our love still remains