How to deal

how can you replace first love
do you curse the one above
or scream to hell below
hate this all started with a hello
i am moving one with my life
i am dreaming about being Jon's wife
no longer are you in my mind
thinking and wasting my time
from what i hear you are just all talk
well i moved on in life's walk
hearing that i really hurt you
what do you think i wasn't blue
i gave you my heart
should have dumped me the first time i torn our relationship apart
so shame on you for being a fool
maybe you just thought it would be cool
but i love Johnathan
i want no other
not even you