Dear mommy,
Open your eyes, can you see now that i was hurting. As you can see now I was very unhappy. I was hurting really bad. I am sorry you most weakest points.
You drank mommy not only that but you beat me. I thought I was your princess. You put me in the hospital. Why may I ask what did I do to deserve that.
Mommy I began to cut and lie steal cheat sleep around to find happiness. No where to be found. Then drugs became a major part of my life mommy just so many I cant count them all.When you started getting help on your drinking habit I hit rock bottom. Drugs were my only friends besides emma but i was needing those to stay happy. I dont know how you didn't know or just didn't care not many moms I know would be like that.
Mommy don't be mad I am better off dead. I know i will be in hel* but mommy i was dead already just in a human body lifeless. I know you wanted me to get married and have kids be a better mom than you but it wasn't in my plans.
when ever you start to miss me just play our song I will be there dancing with you
Mommy tell Emma I am sorry I know she loved me but I had to go tell her to take care of herself don't smoke pot be happy marry that boy of hers but most of all tell her I LOVE HER AND WILL MISS HER
I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH MOMMY
Sarah Janetta SMITH- ROBINSON
IN LOVE AND MEMORY OF SARAH ROBINSON
JULY 11 1988- JUNE 20 2005
