Over the last few nights I dream
I seem to dream of ways to die
To swim in a shallow pool
or running down a never ending hall
of life and death
to swim alone is only a dream
but it is reality to me
except this pool is deep
I will surely down
unless I end my life now
slitting my wrist
kill myself slowly
much fun
or staring down the loaded gun
I take the nova cane
to numb the pain
but I wont stay numb for long
before I come undone
I can only be who I pretend to be
I am coming off the pills
and going on poisons
no one will care
all I will do is be in an everlasting
Dream
I love u all
and to all a goodnight
