As i fade
The world slowly dies
wiping the tears from my eyes
Hearing the screaming
Watching the crying
My life decays
this child is dieing
what i was
what you see
is not who i am
it is not me
i live in a world
where I'm so afraid
hiding behind
this masquerade
make a wish
look to the stars
then look at your arm
and see the scars
a wish in this world
can never come true
its all in your mind
i don't love you
filled with hate
filled with fear
feels unwanted
it all becomes clear
I'm not needed
so why carry on?
feeling depressed
grasping the gun
close my eyes
think of my past
think of the love
which didn't last
the promised we made
the trust we shared
i thought i was special
i thought you cared
were slipping further
and further apart
coming closer
to a broken heart
Ive tried so hard
to forget my past
I'm sorry for everything
i gave it my best
but i guess it wasn't
meant to be
but when I'm gone
remember me?
