This dream is a nightmare, i cant be saved

My life is a dream
I hope I wake up
This dream is not so happy any more
This dreams a nightmare

I don’t want to die
I want to be saved
I just need to know some ones there

I need help
I want a hug
I need some person to show me their love

I want to die
If I can’t be saved
I want to die
If no ones they’re next to me

Maybe ill run out of blood
Maybe that's the death of me
Maybe all these scars will remain
Maybe this life has caused me pain

I hate it
I hate it all
It was ok, but now not at all

This life was bad
Many things went wrong
I thought they might get better
But I guess I was wrong

This life is a dark place
Were I can not live
This life is a place, in witch I don't belong

I said I want to die, and I wonder what will happen
I said that I will die, and u calmly said
“Then if u die, I will to, that's what will happen, so don't dot it”

But he is moving so what will he know
I already am dead as far as im concerned

Im so sorry to all, for breathing your air
Im sorry to all for living near
Im sorry to all cause I don't belong

Life is a nightmare
So please wake me up
My life is a nightmare
I wish u were there
My love is no nightmare
He is the best
But even still
He can’t stop me from my death

I love him with all my heart
I just can’t take this life

But I beg of you please don't die
U has more in life then me
You cant die u have a life
So don’t waste your time, trying to stop me

Im sorry my love
But I have to do this, I want it, I need it
So please don't try to commit suicide with me...

I don’t want u to die, no matter what
So I guess I have to stay alive
Just to stop u from our suicide

But you know this might be good
If we die, we die together
If we die we spend eternity together
If we die, then we will be together all the time

But still
Our family will be in sorrow
Our friends will be sad
So maybe this isn't a good idea

You have much more to live for
Then I will ever have
U has more then I will
So please just stay here and don't die

Please just don't kill yourself
Just because I want to die

Please just live
Cause I don't want you to die

If I know the one I love will die because of me
I would never ever forgive myself
Cause I love u more then word could ever express

I never want you to die
I always will wish you happiness
So please let me die, while you stay alive

I love you so much
But please let me be
Cause I think there might be something wrong with me

Just leave me here so I can cry
So just leave me here cause I want to die
I just can’t seem to wake up from this dream..