Here It Comes

I'm falling down deeper then ever
Seeing me in pain is your pleasure
Down I'm crashing heavy and rough
I gotta suck up to show you I'm tough
Here comes my emotional break down once again
Cutting my wrist and committing sin
Down falls the tears that come from my eyes
Getting broken from my failure to all my tries
Down pours the rain harder then ever before
Getting to hard to go on I can't take anymore
Here comes the pain like the loudest thunder
Why is my life hell all I can do is wonder
Here comes the lies like a tidal wave
Am I just someone impossible to save
The hurt is coming like a hundred stabbing knives
Why can't I just take all the helpful advice
Here comes the guilt like a storm that just wont pass
Will this ever go away or will the pain just last
Here it comes and it will never go away
Not just sometimes but every single day

*needs work ill get to it but till then comment and vote*