I Almost Lost You Tonight

How did it happen
I heard myself ask
We were great before
Or was it a mask?

We were laughing and jeering
And fooling around
There wasn't sadness in sight
Not even a frown

But then I started thinking
Why can't I turn you on
Like I used to be able to
Why is the magic gone?

Everyone else...well..
They turned you on fine
Was it just me then
Was this all a sign?

I started to wimper
And then started to cry
I felt so damn ugly
I wanted to die

You tried to hold me
But I knew the truth
You thought I was ugly
Discustingly uncooth

I started to shake
Until I wanted to fall
I knew what had to be done
But I wanted to stall

We walked back to your house
And sat on your bed
I wanted to tell you
But I cried instead

"Matt my love"
"We need to talk"
About what just happened
Upon that walk

You shook your head
Slowly at first
The look you gave me
Was the absolute worst

Matt I think we...
But I stopped suddenly then
I could not finish
So I counted to ten

"Sometimes love"
"It just ain't enough"
You let out a moan
And you sobbed so much

I looked in your eyes then
And I knew in my heart
I couldn't bare to break up with you
And be apart

"I'm sorry" I moaned
"Please forgive me!"
You hugged me close
And I could finally see

Sex doesn't matter
In love that is true
Because I all I really need
Is being loved by you

We'll work out the problem
No matter how tough
No matter what happens
No matter how rough

I almost lost you tonight
But I came to my senses
I'm done with the games
And these silly pretenses

I'll love you forever
I'll become your wife
No matter the hardships
No matter the strifes

Just wait by my side
Till I turn eighteen
When we can be married
As a couple of teens

Then we'll start a family
And hold out threw the years
So just pack up your doubt
Your worry and fears!
~*I Love You Matt*~