Everything Unknown

I am starting to realize
That what Im doing is that wrong
When I come to think of it
Ive known it all along

I make myself believe Im over you
I act like Im okay
I always feel incomplete
You come to mind each day

How can I pretend to love another?
When I know damn well thats not true
The qualities I admire about him
All remind me of you

I look in his eyes
I do want to love him you know
I think when I look at him, I see you
How can I sink so low?

I am seeing the problem
Its very hard to miss
I need to stop
Because I am not in love with his kiss

With one man
In love with another one
Ive tried to move on
Whats done is done

I cant keep doing what Im doing
With these feelings in my heart
Im so sorry
What Im doing must be tearing you apart

I thought I liked you
I thought it was real
I thought you took away my past
Sadly, my hearts unable to heal.

I want to love you
But my hearts already cracked
Only one person can heal my broken heart
Unfortunately this is a fact

I wish this was a mistake
That none of this was real
I wish I truly loved you
But Im too numb to feel

In love with another
Yet youre the one who holds me tight
I go to sleep
And think about another every night

This isnt the first time this has happened
Its quite tragic actually
I try to feel complete
But I will never be

The one who owns my heart
Is owned by another as well
See this is tragic
As you can tell

In love with another
And I just dont know why
Dont know what to do.
All I do is cry

Ive tried to move on
I obviously never will
Love isnt love
Unless he is the one who makes my heart fill

I want to let him go
Let it all fade away
Unspoken words, and unseen tears
Now Im all done, nothing left to say.

Do I keep on going?
In fantasy land
Pretending Im okay
And holding his hand

Do I end it?
For nothing, because see my love has a love of his own
I will keep pretending
And keep everything, once again unknown.