I Overdosed Again

"I overdosed again
Maybe this time I'll die
Life's not that bad
But it's my fault this time

I overdosed again
My thoughts are racing
I love you my darling
But I'm not very strong

I overdosed again
I'm lying on the floor
I'm about to let go
And let death open it's door

I overdosed again
yet I'm still alive
I knocked on Heaven's door
But God wasn't ready for me to arrive

I'll overdose again
Because I'll still be depressed
Save me from this rage
Steal me from this mess

Don't let me overdose again
It's a selfish thing to do
I'll deal with my problems
Because I simply love you"