The loss of a loved one...

I hate it here at my house
I hate it here at yours
I hate it any were
With a place that has a door

I hate it when you would call me
I hate it when you don’t
I don’t know what I want
But that is not a joke

I hate when I feel numb
All I want to do is cry
But all I can do is ask God why

I close my eyes to see your face
But you never appear in that one lil place

I hate it that you left me
I hate it that you are gone
I hate that I can’t even see you
Long after you are gone

I hate seeing her cry
I hate seeing him drink
I hate everything that has come to
In our family of lil mistakes

I hate it that I can’t change things
I hate it when I can
I hate it that everyone thinks they can change who I am

I hate that I miss you
Just leave my mind
My heart is so broken but it will heal in time