The words to make you see.

I sit here and I try to write,
But the words just will not come,
I know that it's a losing fight,
But I won't admit I'm done.

Some say their life is rough,
But I think that mines the worst,
And I think I know enough,
To know when I am cursed.

Cursed to see you in my sleep,
Your in every waking dream,
Thoughts of you just never cease.
But you don't know what I mean?

Every morning when I wake,
I know that your not there,
A few more days and I will break,
You don't know how much I care.

But I'm cursed to keep on loving you,
Although I can't be by your side,
But I love you through and through,
Even if it makes me die inside.

Now how can I just make you see,
Is there anything I can do,
Just to make you notice me,
Oh god I wish you knew.

But there's nothing I can say,
To show you how I feel,
Your smiles like a brand new day.
But how can this sound real?

So I sit here and I try to write,
But the words just will not come,
I know that it's a losing fight,
But I won't admit I'm done.