Why?

You seem so happy with that new girlfriend of yours
But I still think about you when ever my mind wonders
I want to be with you for as long as I survive this life
And you know that id be in your arms in a heart beat

Sometimes I shine like a rhinestone star
Other times I cry and hurt all alone
But you don’t know about my life before
The pain the terror that I see when I sleep

Please answer me this question why do I still love you
How do you not see the pain I’m in all the time?
How can you say you can’t help the way you feel?
When you know how hard it is for me to hear about her

I wanna be the one who turns you on
The one who makes your world right
No matter if I’m mad or really happy
I still hear your voice in my head

I’m caught somewhere between a woman and a child
And my minds all over the place but one thing I know for sure
Is that my feelings for you are real and I’ll tell you that
So why can’t you feel that way for me too?