Such a beautiful mind, so sweet and kind, corrupted with words, gets worse with time, holding it in, this hurt and pain, looking at yourself in the mirror with shame,
Hating yourself is filling your head,
Will get better with tears you will never shed.
Running instead.
Feeling scared inside.
Scared that I will leave. You have no pride please tell me
Why?
What am I supposed to do?
Give me a hint; give me a clue.
Your not telling me something, it’s just not fair.
I can see it in your eyes when I stare. I can see the hurt, the pain, and the fear.
Where’s it coming from?
How did it get here?
What have people said to you?
To make you have feelings that are not true?
I love you.
And I wish I knew what was wrong.
Why don’t you believe that I think we belong?
Why do you think I’m lying?
I feel like crying.
It’s killing me.
Drilling these words inside my head,
You’re thinking your loves not fulfilling me
And it’s heading to the point where I just can’t take it!
You think that I fake it; these feelings I feel.
I promise they’re real.
So give it a break, make a mistake
And know I’ll still love you just the same. This is not a game; you can’t win or lose.
I’ll be there for all the decisions you choose.
Don’t be confused.
It’s simple indeed; we’ve planted the seed,
Now we just need to grow.
How can I show you to know you’re so great?
And us meeting were fate
And there’s not one trait of you I don’t appreciate and adore.
There’s so much more to you than you think
And my heart starts to sink
When you put yourself down,
When I see you frown,
When you seem upset,
When you think I regret being with you.
That’s not true.
I explain it everyday.
I feel you do not hear the words I say
It replays again, over and over.
I hope this fear will sometime end because it’s hurting me and my heart needs to mend- for how can I keep loving someone if they keep denying my love; not believing my love.
I feel un-trusted.
Like I was busted for a crime I did not commit.
I want you to know that I will not quit on us
Being together forever.
