Before I laid my eyes upon you I thought my life path had been set,
Sometimes I think it would have been best if we had never met.
For that chance meeting spiraled my life out of control,
That night I bet you never anticipated I could muster up the courage to be that bold.
I wish I could look into a crystal ball and let the future be told,
I do not want to wish my life away and end up all alone while I am growing old.
For once I had thought I had fallen in love but the feeling must not have been true,
From the first time we secretly met you had brought feelings alive I had never known that were so new.
Maybe I am just confused because I have never been in a relationship like this before,
I feel like in this short time you have become one of my best friends and a little more.
And I am not sure how I would feel if you left for good and closed this chapter of life that we live behind closed doors,
Even if I let myself get hurt badly I will never try to get revenge and even the score.
For the lessons in life that you have taught me were the most important,
Since the views I had of this world before were a little distorted.
All the chaos around me has left my life in disorder,
But through it all I have been able to maintain my sense of humor.
