Left alone in this dismal place. Forgotten by the ones I thought cared. Not knowing what's to become of my insignificant soul. Fearing I might never recover from this state. Tears flow from my unhappy eyes. And form a stream that flows further away. My heart aches for a happiness that has long since gone. Panic of this life forever seeps through my cold veins. Scared to be in this place all alone. With no one around to save me from pain. Accompanied only by anguish that creeps from within. Terrified of what the future will entail. Will I be condemned to live here forever? Where happiness melts and sorrow takes over. Living this life is becoming all to familiar. And the remedy for pain is lost in the current. Each day that passes another prayer of hope gets diminished. Fear traps me in the world of loneliness and hate. Pleasure gets buried in this world of misery. And life filled with joy has been forgotten and lost. Forever perhaps I may lead this life. Where there is only me and no one else.Sadness is abundant yet often routine. And becomes my only remembrance of what life really is. Delight has long since flown down that stream, where depression and agony arose from the waves. Forever I'll be in this miserable state. For it's all I've ever known and it keeps me alive.
