3 months of heaven.

Trying to forget the memories.
Trying to move on
Seems so much easier said then done.
I sit here and listen to music.
I sit here and read love poems.
And it’s so hard when all I can think about is you.
Looking back at the times we had together, and
Looking back when you told me things could never be better.
Just keeps getting farther, and it’s just seems harder to get back.
And just when I thought things were fine.
And just when I thought I was over things between you and me.
Things just got worse.
I am finally realizing now that there were things I wanted to say, and
I am finally realizing now that without you I am nothing.
Because to me, you were my everything. My one and only.
I remember saying to myself, I didn’t know what I would do without you.
Well now I know… I’m dieing without you.

10/9/04