Heartbroken by him again.

I sit here, as a tear falls down my cheek.

i wonder why it all hurts so much.

he is my first love yes, but i moved on and so did he, but he has a girlfriend.

but he came back and wanted to be friends.

that is impossible for us, because of the history between each other.

he asked what it would be like to kiss.

now this is running through my head constantly.

i asked him why do you come back now.

his answer was he missed me, and before i knew it i was kissing him.

he kissed back, and held me in his arms.

something I\'ve been wishing that he would of done.

the next day here i am, a tear runs down my face.

he tells me that the kiss made him love his girlfriend even more, and care about her more.

right then and there i walked away, crying.

right where i left off.