Not knowing

I know your out there somewhere
i know you have to exist
i dont really know what you look like
though a vague idea through mirrors mist

do you ever think of me?
I'm always thinking of you
have you ever loved me?
is anything they told me true?

if you could turn back time
would you still do the same things?
would you have kept me and held me forever?
of let me fly upon stalk wings?

in my dreams lie some answers
but only ones i want to hear
in the back of my mind
is where i hide my greatest fears

what if you never wanted me?
what if i were a big mistake?
do you often forget I'm here?
do you think of me as hate?

not knowing any answers
is killing me inside
not knowing who or what i am
is eating me alive

so please i beg come find me
tell me my dreams are true
tell me that we have forever
mummy i do love you.