HOPE

I remember that day

the day you wrote me that note

will you be mine

nothing could stop me from smiling

i thought i would be so happy with this guy

heck my dad even approved

he said i needed a smart cute boy

which kinda freaked me out

but i had to agree

and I had no clue what was going on

i had fun saying its over

i let my mind over run my heart

the truth is i wanted to hug and kiss

you everyday

but i was scared to make the first move

you didn't do anything so i thought you

thought i was UN-attractive

then when i saw you in the hall i

thought i would ignore you so

you'd chase me

and think i didn't like me

but you didn't so i stopped it

and then another boy asked me out

a boy the opposite of you

when he kissed me i felt nothing

i wished it was you

all he wanted to do was get

in my pants

and i cried when he said we aren't meant to be

because i knew why he didn't want to

go out with me because i said no

you would of never made me choose and

pressured me

and i felt so stupid

when i talked to you

you said you loved not

having a girlfriend and i told you i was at my

boyfriends house to get you to be jealous

but i forgot that wasn't you

i think I'm stuck on you

i crawl back every time and

you Polly don't like me anymore

my dad told me i was stupid to

leave you

and the truth is me dad is right for once

you'd make me feel special

that bear you gave me on v-day is

hanging in my room

i can't get over how you've changed me

but i guess we're friends

and i can't change that

maybe theres still.....

HOPE