His bestfriend!

As I sit here and wonder why, how could I let this happen again, I wonder if you feel the same.
You are his best friend, I\'m his girl. We should have never did what we did.
The only thing that keeps playing in my head is what you said to me.
\"You are so cute, and I want you so bad!\"
At that point in the night, we both had to much wine and brandy in our system to even care that we could really hurt him.
It started out with just a comment here and there. Then it lead to the sweet talk! And at last you put your lips to mine. Oh how I craved them! Your lips felt soooo unbelievable, it made me melt.
Grant it we did not go the whole way! But another couple minutes and i would have not turned away.
Your so sweet and gentle.I just wish I could take away the feelings I have for you.
But I love him, You are his BEST friend! I should not feel this way! I feel like a pig. So now I am going to go cry my eyes out and get drunk to wash away my fear of losing you and him.