Hard...

I’m through with being sad
And crying alone
I hate being depressed
Whenever your not home

Ignoring me hurts
Not calling me is worse
Why can’t you understand?
I feel horribly cursed

Can’t you feel my heartbeat?
Why don’t you care?
Now I am lucky if you talk
But I can’t get even a glare

My feelings are strong
But I doubt yours
I think I should give up
Leave you behind the door

I guess I’m finally done
It is only right that I get out
Before it gets deep
Before I begin to doubt

Holding on to nothing
I can’t do it for much longer
Leaving will hopefully
Only make me stronger

So with a kiss goodbye
I will say my fair well
If only you knew how perfect you were
And how far I fell