Anorexic

I am a prisoner,
Chained to your commands,
When I thought I had control,
You took a stand,

Forced me to obey,
Suffering when I revolt,
Took away all my life support,
And I couldn’t halt,

I begged you to come,
But now I reconsider,
You scream at me,
I betrayed you and am a quitter,

Your pain has left my body,
It has escaped,
Left me with false control,
Empty of love and hate,

I am your puppet,
You have my strings,
I’m addicted to you,
And you’ll always win,

My skeleton stares at me,
Glaring through my mirror,
Without you, my reflection doesn’t lie,
To death, I am getting nearer,

There’s no way to force you out,
Gain back my control,
You have a piece of me,
And without that I wouldn’t be whole,

You’ll kill my body,
Torture my until the end,
Then see you have won,
When you finally leave after my death.