Afraid

I'm afraid of what I feel,
A lost soul with no hope.
I'm on the end of the tug-a-war
Where there's no more rope.

I'm afraid of my head,
For it knows to well,
This road that I'm walking,
It's sure to be hell.

I'm afraid of my dreams,
So sweet, but so deceiving.
I wake up with a smile,
But then comes the grieving.

I'm afraid of my heart,
Will it lead me the wrong way?
I've been broken before,
By the words you didn't say.

I'm afraid of the truth,
It's never what I expect.
And when it's found out,
There's nothing but memories left.

I'm afraid of what I feel,
A lost soul with no hope.
These words never spoken,
My only way to cope.