Never Enough

I hate myself,
I hate this life,
To end it all,
With a painful knife,
I cover the pain,
I cover the hole,
Burning inside,
Torching my soul,
Stand on the ledge,
Ready to jump,
Leaving this world,
Is never enough,
Alone in this darkness,
Alone in this life,
Thinking about,
The pain of the knife,
Is it enough,
To cover the hole,
To end my life,
Finish my soul,
To feel the pain,
Is bad enough,
To go through it each day,
Is more than just kid stuff