Suicide

I slit my wrists and hope to die,
I write a letter as I cry,
Emotions shock me back to Earth,
I wonder constantly about my worth,

Am I human? Is this life?
Can’t end it all and stop this strife,
Struggling helpless about these ropes,
Holding me from shattering hopes,

A string keeping me from falling,
Screaming murder as I’m calling,
Will you help me if I fall?
Or will you stare at the pieces as I fall?

Will you listen to my cries?
Or will you hand me the deadly knife?
My trust wavers in your hands,
Will you forget me in the end?