I find myself back where
I started, torn in to pieces
And so black and blue, hurt
Real bad only pretending to
Make it trough, I do my best
And fooling everyone I seem
To be good at, because I am the
Only one who see the tears I
Cry or see the pain in my reflections
Eyes. I did things to my self but
That’s not my choice no more
Because in the end it only hurt me more
But that does not mean I hurt any less
Then before in fact I am hurt much
More. No way to take my anger
Out no way to release my pain so
Now it stays inside of me. Its makes me sad
And cold not willing to move on when
This world is so cruel. I try my best
All I ever wanted was someone to help
Me when I could not win the fight.
Or just someone to help me see the
Light some where with in.
I have tried my hardest to save
My self from the darkness but I have done
The best I can I’m to the point where I am
Just about ready to give up.
~Ashleigh~
* I didnt know what to name it* .. you got an idea let me know thanks
hay all got a new name thanks to LoveIsLove thanks so much.
