A broken heart walks in the darkness

I walked in th darkness .
The rain had past.
I felt this pane would forever last.
Cast aside as if not even there
I gave her all my love but her heart was just bare.
And now a man I am outside
Looking as if someone I loved had just died.
And someone did.
A part of me.
Parts of me are still dieing.
She looked like a butterfly and stung like a bee.
Why did she make such a fool of me.
Love makes fools of all of us.
We will try to love but all we get is a big fat lie and then big fat betrayal.
I've been longing for this love.
Although though my hunger was satisfied.
But I was wrong and now I feel I will starve till the end.
Am I finished?
Is it the end?
Or will I find someone much more than a friend?
Will you love me?
Will you try?
Or will you leave me here to die?
And if you do..... may I ask why?
Don't be easy on me there's no need to lie.
Just tell me all my problems.
And I'll fix them or at least I'll try.
She looked like an angel....but she crawled up from Hell....But did I know this?
No I really couldn't tell.
But life goes on and I know that...
In this realm of which we live in Hell exists.
If life is so good why do we call it a b`tch?
She was so sweet.....
But she's really a witch!
Why!?
Why!?
If love is the best way to live why must it make you want to die!?!?
Why is all I ask!
I only ask why!
But now I do feel sad and I do feel mad and I feel the wish to die!
Don't speak a word!
Shut up I tell you!
Nothing will change my mind!
I stand here In the road with rain drops on the ground and some on my coat and I just cant live!
Oh no I won't!
I hold a gun to my head soon I shall be dead.
And no one will be there to mess with my heart and my head!
BANG
THUMP