Ghosting

This logic of yours confusing
And out of my pain I understand
You were just a little boy
Pretending to be a man

Maybe it was my fault
I chose what I wanted t see
And now you’re ghosting my world,
How cruel the fates can be.

I knew that we would never last
And that we probably weren’t meant to be.
But I never saw it coming so fast
Or why you had to hurt me.

The answer I will never know
Because you won’t speak to me again
Courage you will never show
You stole my sun replaced by rain

All I need to know,
Was it you or was it me?
Did you just find someone else
Or was it just not meant to be?

Did you just lose interest
Or did you just find guilt?
Or were you trying to escape
The relationship we built?

Whether you thought silence would save me
Or if it would save yourself
Your silence has been screaming
And my faith in men now shelved.