Why is life like this?
why dose everything happen wrong?
Why do i have nothing?
Why everything?
just what am i suppose to do?
im so lonely sometimes, most of the time,
nothing can happen in good,
nothing happens at all,
thoughts are so messed i cant even put them in to anything,
swimming around
and sinking,
and jumping,
mixing in all ways,
hate all the screaming i get,
all the blame,
the lost i feel
the hate
the confusion,
they everything i don't wanna feel
there is one thing i wanna feel,
and i cant find that one feeling,
parents are stupid,
I'm not perfect,
no one is,
they don't know y i am suicidal,
but it is there fault,
and life's, and the stupid ways
and the feelings that i can get
i don't know...just...
