That Was Then This Is Now

This is to my once sweet boy...
the one I loved to talk too...
the one I waited all week to see..
just for that smile on your face...
you would always hold my hand and never leave me fall...
you said that you did like me..
and wanted more than friends..
so i handed my heart to you..
and gave you all my trust
everything was going good..
just like a fairytale would..
then in one night..
you tore my world apart..
i called you just like normal..
and you ignored me and hung up..
you didn't give me a reason..
you said nothing at all..
2 days went by..
not a word from you..
then suddenly a text message..
appeared on my phone..
turns out your not ready for a relationship..
you just wanna play around..
you say we can be close..
but Hun I'm no body's friend with benefits..
so sorry I'm walking away..
I'm tired of being hurt and used..
all for nothing at all..
its OK babe i understand..
your a player, just looking for fun..
all those times you were working..
you were probably out messing around..
while i was at home waiting by the phone..
i just wish one thing..
even for one second..
when you are sitting all alone..
i hope you finally think of me and realize..
what a mistake, that girl did like me..
but Honey i am done..
seriously I'm not waiting..
I'm moving on now..
I'm ready to begin my life..
and i hope you do the same..
except for one thing..
your so immature..
i hate the games you played..
and how you screw with my mind..
its time to grow up baby..
we're not kids anymore..
i hope you have fun with the party life and girls..
but that wont last forever and you'll realize how dumb you have been..
but see i have bigger dreams to fulfill..
even though i don't understand..
i Will leave God show me..
I've decided I'm gonna follow God's plan.

~I hope you all like it..its my first poem and its about my ex. Comments are greatly appreciated and would mean so much~
Thank You