If I Get To See You Again

How can you leave me
All alone
When I still have my whole life ahead of me
And your supposed to be my mom

16 year's ago was when I last saw your face
I was only 5 and I only wanted to play
But you had to leave cuz the police were awaiting thee;

What you did wrong I dont want to face
Because my mom is the role model in this world
But she just made a mistake

So she was gone for a week
Then it grew to two
Then after I knew it
Years past
And I never again saw you

So where did you go
Was it something I did
Or was I not wanted
Because I was an unexpected kid?

You never said goodbye
You could have at least called
I mean I gave you 16 years
That's about all

But until this day
Your still nowhere to be seen
But your face I haven't forgotten
Cuz your still my mommy too me

Eventhough you couldn't be there
For the majority of my life
I guess Im old enough to understand
That daddy didnt want you as his wife

But thats ok cuz I'm a man now
I just want to see you again
But this time not let it be a frown

It would be good to talk
Or at least here hello
But hopefully this time I see you
You wont dissapear and go

I just want you to know
I still love you like I did that day
And now that I'm a man
I understand why you couldnt stay

~eddy~

( for my mom if your out there I love you)