Lost love always

That night you called me
I could tell something wasn't right
You weren't beaming with light
you seemed more like a distant shadow
something was wrong something i couldn't bring myself to think of.

I asked you what the problem is you just shrugged the question off
then in one sentence you broke my heart.

"we have to talk about something......us" soon as i heard these words my heart snapped in two because i lost a part of me a part that i hadn't had all my life, a part that completed me and made my life worth living.

As you went on saying you didn't want to hurt me and how you just didn't think it was working. I couldn't help but cry, cry about everything i have just lost. My girl friend, My best friend, My love and my life.

you say you still want to be friends, you say you still think I'm the best guy you've ever met. all i can think is why then ? WHY?!

As i went to hang up the phone i just wanted to say how much you meant to me, how much of you was apart of me, how much i loved you and just how much you hurt me.... but holding back my words my tears and my feelings i said goodbye to you never expecting to be able to hold you in my arms again, never to kiss your soft lips, and never to be able to love you again.

You hurt me so bad. I don't know how i am ever going to look at life the same way again.

Life is hard, But love is harder