How can i explain this?,
where exactly can i start?
am i numb inside?
am i torn apart?.
what happened to the love i felt
it seemed to disappear,
sometimes i get into a state
where i just can't seem to hear.
my face will lose emotion
my eyes will fix ,and stare
things around me seem to blurr,
it's like no one is there.
Voices muffle,
and my head cloggs up with thoughts,
but i don't know what this is,
but in this moment i am caught.
And i have no idea
how long this thing will last,
why can't i just block it out,
and put it in the past.
One day i could be happy,
the next i could be sad,
sometimes i could get depressed,
scream,and just be mad.
This is the only way,
i can describe how i feel,
but every day i wish,
that this wasn't even real.
it messes with my head,
and makes me so confused,
why am i living in this house,
and why should i be abused?.
a little hit wont hurt me,
nor will a little push,
but don't they see it bruises me,
i have to take so much.
it bruises me inside,
and hurts me all the time,
but if you could only see,
and if you could read this rhyme.
my heart is like a knot,
so easy for you to tie,
so now i'll just sit here,
and listen to myself cry.
