I'm Giving In

I'm giving in,
Give me strength,
Because I can no longer fight,
Everytime I try,
I end up broken,
I just can't win,
And things just aren't right,
I'm left in the cold to dry,
No longer will these eyes beam,
No longer will the scars fade,
Because I hide them away,
Somewhere where,
You'll never see,
And the tears I cry,
They drift into dream,
With a black and white cascade,
Every night and day,
I feel afraid to ask,
Because I hate to need,
Because I was so high,
And now all I seem,
To do is wade,
Through all of this,
To the people who know,
I know you are there,
And I want you to know,
That I do care,
But I'm afraid,
And ever so weightless,
And I reached a new low,
But i show my flair,
And show a fake feeling,
Everytime I make a new tear,
I'm not a guy to be pushed,
I get so angry,
Touch my bad side if you dare,
But it's only defence,
And only because I'm weak,
And now I need you there,
To stop me committing a sin,
And forever losing,
By giving in...