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If I walk out the door
It won't take long to see
People pointing fingers and
Placing blame on me.

They will call me untrustworthy
my credibility will subside
So instead of being happy
Each day I live a lie

If I am to walk away
They will all feel sad for him
and nobody really cares about
this mess I am living in

It's all about the wedding vows
and the promises we make
It's not about my feelings
or my happiness at stake

They say, "but you're married"
I just can't make them see
The loneliness I feel inside
as I live in misery

I am expected to carry myself
with a smile upon my face
Forget about my past, my dreams
and all my fate

With each new day, I face the world
And hold my head up high
But deep inside all I want
Is to just break down and cry

As I awake each day
With little to look forward to
I am honoring my vows
I am still married to you

But what about the lie you live
being emotionally unattached
Isn't it a broken promise
When you take love you can't give back

The commitments that we live with
The love we live without
They are the headline story
Of what we are all about

I cry myself to sleep
As I love, honor and cherish
I keep my wedding vows
Even though our love has perished