I can feel the want
the want for something sharp
to sooth this feeling
i can feel deep inside
its like its taking over
my min, body and soul
i know there is only one way to stop this feeling
but that one thing
hurts so many people close to me
i am sat on the floor
in floods of tears
i scream but no one hears
i am alone
i reach for the blade
thats directly in front of me
i know this is wrong
but its the only way
yo stop this pain
that has haunted me for so long
i put the shinny blade
to my pale white arm
i pull it down towards my elbow
i start to cry
i cant believe what i have done
thoughts go rushing through my head
like why have i done this? and why am i not dead?
its like I'm crying from inside
this pain tells me what i fell
is completely real
i hide it away
and put a smile back on my face
so i can go on pretending
things are going to be OK
