But you don't know

You take away my blade,
but you don't know,
you're taking away my best friend,
the one who helps my cope.

You try to make me speak,
but you don't know,
my silence is my comfort,
it keeps me strong when I'm ready to blow.

You give me meds to silence the voices
but you don't know,
they keep me from feeling lost,
they help me when I'm feeling low.

You try to keep me sane,
but you don't know,
my insanity keeps me safe,
without it... I don't know