I'll be Waiting For Life

As I sit on the beach so calmly and tranquil.
I feel the sand between my toes and I hear the waves hit the sand so peaceful.
I watch the sun set over the ocean and I think of you.
Thoughts run through my mind of you next to me.
I close my eyes.
I listen to the waves and the birds swarming above.
Thoughts of being with you are all around me and for a split second it feels like you're there beside me.
Holding me and telling me how long you've waited to be in my arms again.
I love you still and always will.
No matter the heart break.
No matter how much it hurts from not being with you anymore.
I have dreams about you being there with me always.
But then I wake up and I'm hurt all over again.
Why did I do that?
Why did I make a mistake?
And probably the biggest mistake I'll ever make.
Why didn't I believe you instead of my brother?
If it wasn't for him I would still be with you.
Suddenly I fall out of my thinking state.
And I'm back on the beach again.
I see you and someone else holding each other.
I get hurt and act like I'm not there.
But is that really you?
But as long as I sit here.
I'll be waiting for life.