Heavens a crimson breathe away

When i lie awake at night
and think to myself
is life always gonna be a fight
it scares me and i want help

i get up thinking what to do
when i know what is right
i go to get my knife not caring
if anyone knows i take my life

i sit alone crying and shaking
not knowing what im over taking
one cut now, four cuts oww,
blood all over the floor now

mom. i need you, can you hear me
mom, i know your busy
but life is kinda dizzy right now
i try to get up, but how???

i try to call but no one hears
i need to overcome my fears
everything will be ok as long
as you know that heaven is a crimson breath away...