The feeling is so numbing
leaving me full of pain
why am i like this
am i just so utterly vain?
so hard to know how it feels before
the one that you love leaves
no clue how empty
no clue how alone I'd be
been home all day crying
what the hell is wrong with me
why do i always screw it up
why does my heart end up breaking
my body wont stop shaking
my butterflies have all died
let me rot away in my corner
leave me, not to be revived
i see you in the morning
beautiful as can be
and feel my heart break harder
why have you given up on me
you never did really love me
if you did you wouldn't be gone
i was right from the beginning
and now i sing my heart broken song
though as long as you're happy
then never mind about me
i can finally dissolve into nothing
i can finally die inside of me
can't focus on what's in front of me
you're the only thing on my mind
i bet i sound so pathetic
go figure I'm again left behind
you say that you still care
and that you miss me so
what a bunch of bull****
you wouldn't have let me go
baby i thought you were different
that you were honest about what you said
oh well I've got nothing left
no reason not to be dead
i bet you wouldn't shed a tear
for all we had was just a lie
I'll be here waiting for some time
but right now i guess it's goodbye
