For a while I felt as if I was floating in thin air
Then I crashed when I found out you really did not care
For a while I felt as if I had the perfect life
Then I felt I wanted to die slit my wrists with a knife
For a while I felt unstoppable, confident and strong
Then I came to realize this would not last for long
For a while I felt as if I was so happy I could cry
Then this is where I would lye…
Heart broken and mad
So empty so sad
My hearts been ripped out
But that’s too bad
Like there’s nothing I can do
To replace the feelings I had for you
There’s a hole in my heart
I never could imagine this at the start
I feel sick inside
Thrown in with the tide
And washed away
Nothing’s okay
It will never be
I cannot believe I couldn’t see
The person that you really are
Was off by so far
You’re mean; you’re rude
You’re a liar; so crude
A hypocrite
Whose word isn’t worth spit
A person who goes against his own word
Lying to someone you’d prefer
Than telling what’s real
What’s your deal?
…Nothing right?
If you had one It wouldn’t matter anyway
For you never stick to anything that you say
For a while I felt as if I could not live without you
Now I know there’s nothing special about the things you do
For a while I felt as if what I felt was love indeed
Now I know you wouldn’t be there to give me what I need
For a while I felt as if you were my everything
Now I realize more your not the only one who brings…
A smile to my face
My mind to a different place
Of imagination and happiness
I’ll say goodbye without the goodbye kiss
For you don’t deserve me or anyone else
I hope one day you feel the same way that I felt
