No Apology Is Right

I know that no apology will be good enough for u
I sorry i just don't know what to do
What i did was really messed up and i deserve all the shit i am gonna get
This shit that i will always regret
I regret not telling u about the lie
I should just curl up inside and go die
I am worthless to u to everyone
I messed up on what i have done
Please ill understand if u don't wanna forgive me anything about everything
I know that no apology is right for u but i will say this
I am stupid for not telling u about this all
Go head kick push shove me to the wall
Ill deserve it all
But i will never stop loving u and for the way i treated u was freaking stupid
Be mad at me all u want hate me
Just don't kill me don't tell me that u wanna
I feel really bad as i should but knowing that all my friends hate me right now just sucks really bad
I know that u are really really mad
I just don't wanna lose u
right now i don't know what to do

Billi i am so sorry for all the shit i put u through!!!!